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|style="text-align: left;"| '''Real name:''' Cila <code>['saila]</code>
|style="text-align: left;"| '''Real name:''' Cila <code>['saila]</code>
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|style="text-align: left;"| '''Age:''' 17
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|style="text-align: left;"| '''Gender:''' Female
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|style="text-align: left;"| '''Diseases:''' Epileptic seizures
|style="text-align: left;"| '''Diseases:''' Epileptic seizures
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|style="text-align: left;"| '''Last time occurred:''' 28.03.2023
|style="text-align: left;"| '''Last time occurred:''' 21.11.2024
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|style="text-align: left;"| '''Occupation:''' InterMediA Studio (voiceover actress, camera crew)
|style="text-align: left;"| '''Occupation:''' InterMediA Studio (voiceover actress, camera crew)
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|style="text-align: left;"| '''Love:''' [http://konoko.oni2.net/garbage/scaramouche.PNG Scaramouche] (from [https://genshin-impact.fandom.com/wiki/Scaramouche Genshin Impact])
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|style="text-align: left;"| '''Contact (e-mail):''' [mailto:maihasegawa17@gmail.com maihasegawa17@gmail.com]
|style="text-align: left;"| '''Contact (e-mail):''' [mailto:maihasegawa17@gmail.com maihasegawa17@gmail.com]
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!Current Projects
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|style="text-align: left;"| '''Oni related:''' [http://konoko.oni2.net/%5bImages%5d/NG_Oni.png NG Graphics for Oni (see section below this table)]
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|style="text-align: left;"| '''Personal:''' NaN
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'''Name:'''
'''Name:'''
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Okay... it's true, that my name is Cila... really. Reads as <code>['saila]</code> with a stress on first syllable.
Okay... it's true, that my name is Cila... really... Reads as <code>['saila]</code> with a stress on first syllable...


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'''Epilepsy:'''
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Yeah... I have seizures... so, my main weakness is flashing light. And after our voiceovering session in InterMediA (at 17.12.2022) we had a "party"... with f**king strobes! Everyone were having fun... before my epileptic seizures occurred.
Yeah... I have seizures... so, my main weakness is flashing light... And after our voiceovering session in InterMediA (at 17.12.2022) we had a "party"... with f**king strobes! Everyone were having fun... before my epileptic seizures occurred...
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Ah... it's complicated... excessive emotionality, depression, nightmares... all that are consequences of epilepsy...  whatever, seizures don't happen too frequently (usually when any conditions affect me), so I can live with them.
Ah... it's complicated... excessive emotionality, depression, nightmares... all that are consequences of epilepsy...  whatever, seizures don't happen too frequently (usually when any conditions affect me), so I can live with them...


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'''Archiving:'''
'''Archiving:'''
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I have a private archiving system of 3 units in 3 independent places. I use it for my digitized copies of VHS/Beta/Video8/MiniDV videos, Compact Cassette audios and some old software (Lightscape, 3D Studio, BFW, MotionDV Studio, etc.).  
I have a private archiving system of 3 units in 3 independent places... I use it for my digitized copies of VHS/Beta/Video8/MiniDV videos, Compact Cassette audios and some old software (Lightscape, 3D Studio, BFW, MotionDV Studio, etc.)...  
I've used it for storing diff... ah... whatever... forget what I said.
I've used it for storing diff... ah... whatever... forget what I said...
 
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Today (28.03.2023 at 23:20), after having an argument with my parents (I don't live with them, I live alone) about "how much of technical equipment have I broken (PS3 controller, MiniDV cam, flashlight(!)...) when I was 12-15 y.o." (they even forgot, that it was during seizures...), and after listening about "how uselessly I live my life", I've got back home... such a stress triggered me, I got seizures. After some time of recovery, I thought about my archiving system, about reasons "why I'm still holding it"... and now I'm taking a ticket to Pulkovo, going to my second place, where main RAIDs are stored, and... ugh... I don't want to keep them anymore... I'll format them... entirely... with strong magnetic field! If my way of living is useless, then the archive is useless too! But... my life is based on acting, filming and archiving... If I lost interest to archiving... I can lose interest to all of them... I don't want to live that way! Looks like, I'm falling into a deep depression... whatever, does not matter! If I'm useless, then I don't want to live! I wish I would be the only person on that Airbus A320 (flying to Pulkovo)... and I wish pilots and crew would jump from it with parachutes, leaving me alone in Airbus going down with a speed of descent = 1000 meters per sec... I with that plane crash that way - together with me! I have nobody to stop me from doing that... No friends, no relatives... nobody... If my brain will continue processing information, I would be triggered again... maybe, that would stop me... I can't understand, what I'm doing and why... I'm just soldering an electric magnet for destroying RAIDs... and crying... I can't control my emotions... my depression... my actions... I'm useless eccentric excessively emotional epileptic girl... If so, why I'm still alive?!


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For now I'm working on graphics update for Oni... It includes lighting system update, normal mapping support, pixel shaders (for camera filter effects), dynamic shadows and unlimited world space... This project is going too slow, because my seizures got worse, but I'll try to get this project done as fast as I can... For now, I've attached one screen-shot (link in the table)... Try to guess, how that graphical updates were implemented... I'll wait for any answers via e-mail or Discussions here...
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Feel free to discuss any of sections (via "Discussion" page, Discord DMs or e-mail).
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Feel free to discuss any of sections (via "Discussion" page or e-mail)...
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Latest revision as of 12:26, 22 November 2024

About me
cila_avatar.PNG

full version of avatar here

General info
Nickname: Mai-X, Konoko
Real name: Cila ['saila]
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Orientation: Ficto
Biological info
Diseases: Epileptic seizures
Last time occurred: 21.11.2024
Personal info
Preferences: Acting, Music, 3D-modelling, Archiving data, Digitizing analog audio/video
Occupation: InterMediA Studio (voiceover actress, camera crew)
Love: Scaramouche (from Genshin Impact)
Contact (e-mail): maihasegawa17@gmail.com
Current Projects
Oni related: NG Graphics for Oni (see section below this table)
Personal: NaN
Work: NaN


Name:
Okay... it's true, that my name is Cila... really... Reads as ['saila] with a stress on first syllable...


Epilepsy:
Yeah... I have seizures... so, my main weakness is flashing light... And after our voiceovering session in InterMediA (at 17.12.2022) we had a "party"... with f**king strobes! Everyone were having fun... before my epileptic seizures occurred...
Ah... it's complicated... excessive emotionality, depression, nightmares... all that are consequences of epilepsy... whatever, seizures don't happen too frequently (usually when any conditions affect me), so I can live with them...


Archiving:
I have a private archiving system of 3 units in 3 independent places... I use it for my digitized copies of VHS/Beta/Video8/MiniDV videos, Compact Cassette audios and some old software (Lightscape, 3D Studio, BFW, MotionDV Studio, etc.)... I've used it for storing diff... ah... whatever... forget what I said...


Current project:
For now I'm working on graphics update for Oni... It includes lighting system update, normal mapping support, pixel shaders (for camera filter effects), dynamic shadows and unlimited world space... This project is going too slow, because my seizures got worse, but I'll try to get this project done as fast as I can... For now, I've attached one screen-shot (link in the table)... Try to guess, how that graphical updates were implemented... I'll wait for any answers via e-mail or Discussions here...




Feel free to discuss any of sections (via "Discussion" page or e-mail)...


Cila

12:26, 22 November 2024 (UTC)

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